Hello, my past self, I’ve just read your letter to me. To be honest, though, it was such a relief that many of what you like haven’t changed today, and many struggles and insecurities you express to me, don’t weigh a heavily feeling in my heart as much anymore.
I am still that girl who’s such a foodie but also a picky eater, loves to watch Chinese drama, and my hobbies in drawing and painting haven’t changed either. We both don’t have a favourite subject yet, and I think we will never have a favourite subject either. You said that you would study hard in calculus….but you didn’t even study (such a disappointment). But don’t you worry about your problems in calculus, struggling every day with it. I am trying to improve myself by studying every day now (for real now). Did you hope to be an aircraft maintenance engineer before? Don’t worry, that is still my goal today.
You ask me that you hope we’d be more confident in ourselves and not focus too much on our flaws. Well a good news for you, I don’t really care about those flaws anymore, although I do still think about them from time to time, it doesn’t affect me that much. You also told me to refrain from fighting with our parents all the time. Well, don’t worry, every time I wanted to be mad at them, I refrained them for the sake of getting allowance from them ( I really need a job).
DON’T YOU WORRY ABOUT ME, I AM MUCH STRONGER THAN YOU THINK!!!
THAT’S ALL